Well 2011 is almost over. Just today and two more days and we will be in 2012.
I never did the math when I was young. I did not think I would be alive when 2000 got here. (If you can call living in Texas being alive. )
In the past when 2000 was mentioned or the movie came out or something like that would come up I did not think I would be around for 2000. I sure did not think I would be here to see 2012. I know… I am not very smart. If I had done the math I would have known that I might be around for it.
I always felt that I was old for some reason. At each mile stone I reached I would think I was old. When I was 26 I felt well man am I old and my life is just about over. Well it was just about over. I got married at age 26.
I also did not think I would be “retired” one day. I was thinking that I would work all my life and then be shot in the line of duty or fall asleep driving a car and end up dead. (I never did think that I might fall asleep behind the wheel and kill someone else. It should have but it never did. If I have trouble sleeping all I need to do is get behind the wheel of a car and start driving. Someone like me is as dangerous as a drunk driver. Do not worry I do not own a car now. I can not afford one.
It feels odd to me to be out early when people are getting in their cars to go to work. I feel like that should be me.
I would not mind working now but with my large prostate and stuff…It is a pain… I have to go all the time to the bathroom and I can’t wait. So if I was working I would have to go direct to the bathroom. I could not be in the middle of something and wait until I was done. Not many employers would want an employee like that. Plus hard to get jobs now days and I don’t need to take some job and keep some young person with a family from having the job.
Darlene just called me. She is having to turn on her computer 20 or 30 times to get it to come on. It will shut down on her when she is working. But she is not doing listings right now. She is just filling orders.
I told her at the end of January I will get a new desktop and give her this laptop computer. I have to wait until Google issues me a payment. They pay around the 25th of the month.
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